Sunday, May 31, 2009

I got the Juice NOW Homie.... lol

I Love this Scene

"I am crazy....but u kno wat else?? I don't give a fuck"
lol . Classic.

Friday, May 29, 2009

NOTHING is Original....

I hope ur listening....

because I'm only talking to you....

I'm such a fair person.... so should I just let someone else experience the joy of getting what they want.... 

Since I never get what I want.... hmmmm??? @tleast SOMEONE will be happy.....right?

I mean, not that I'm NOT happy..... I've learned to be content with whatever I have and/or don't have.....

Anyways, I hope you keep talking..... cuz I'm the only one listening.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Twitter me this...

Latest: A Wise man once told me, 

"Like the people, Who like you" 

Sure the thrill of the chase is fun,

But when u find 'em,

You won't have 2 chase The ONE.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009


TO ADRIANA LIMA!!! The  most beautiful model...(in my has confirmed that she is PREGNANT! 

She'll be joining the MILF CLUB soon!! YAY! 

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

One more thing b4 i go to sleep....

& When I cant sleep....

I think of that one time

it was you,

and me.

and then you,

then I,

and we...





This is one of those songs I  put on repeat and fall asleep to...and wake up to 

Makes me want to fall  in

THIS is a perfect song... may not be what ur into....but I freakin LOVE IT! :) 

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Friday, May 22, 2009

Please Excuse my French

And everytime I tell myself, I'll give u a chance to do the right thing....u go a head and fuck it up.

Wats more pathetic than a man w/out a plan?  A girl who thinks  She can change him


Id rather die alone and in the cold, 
Than die in the bed with a man and all the lies he's told 


(its not that ur  a bad person....ur just not good for me)


Happy Friday

(so I decided to just keep some key points and erase all the other stuff, since I'm getting hate mail from "anonymous"

But thanks for the kind words to everyone who got to read the full version :)

Live and let Live
Get what u give....
and Karma?
Yea, she's a bitch.....
So, Watch ya self kids ;)

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Today I've reached my boiling point......

& by the end of the day, 

I will make some big decisions
& I vow not to regret ANYTHING I'm about to do


peace :-*

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Whatever u want it to mean :)

life is way too short to play games and be fake.

thats why I do what I feel in the moment

and Im never afraid to make a mistake

and im never afraid to feel what Im feeling

and Im never stingy with my love and affection

I'll be a Loser

I'll take that L

I'll be an (if ur slow, thats a square)

I'll tell you "I Love You" if I feel like I love you

Y do I have to be crazy because I feel like 

I love you

You must not know what that statement means....

Its not that deep...or serious (Puh- Leeeaase!)

I didnt say I wanna marry you, or die with u, or anything!! 

I didnt even say anything!


Cuz i'm Chill now

(meaning, "im cool"  "im good" "no thank u")

I'm not crazy 

Ur crazy

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

I dont feel like writing right now....

So here: 

Monday, May 18, 2009

NOW SEE >>>>

I'm not into cars and clothes, material things or name brand anything..... but THIS my friends .... is a BEAUTY!! 

Sorta reminds me of myself....very small, not too flashy, very classy....lmao

Sorry :-/

 ....I havent been twittering, facebooking or blogging much :-/ 

There's this NEW Social Network I've been on..


And lately its been putting all these other sites to SHAME! 

Its FREE to join and SO easy to use!


Its called "Real Life"!!!!

All you have to do is WAKE UP...and WAH-LAH! YOU'RE SIGNED IN!!

The best part about this site is that u get to see how people REALLY look AND act in PERSON! 
ANNNND no one steals MY identity and pretends to be me! Its AWESOME!!


(so the next time someone asks "Do u have a Twitter?" or "Do you have a Facebook?" can say..."Do you have a LIFE?!" )


Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Being Peace

I always try to be a peaceful, positive person,...but just like

everyone else I am only human and I let situations and 

people get the best of me. I sometimes lose focus on who I 

aspire to be and feed into the negativity. Its an everyday 

battle, but when I feel rage taking over... when I 'm afraid of 

the future....when I'm nervous...when I'm sad....and even 

when I am happy....I close my eyes, listen to my breath.... 

and say this in my mind, an excerpt from "Being Peace":

"Breathing in, I calm my body
Breathing out, I smile
Dwelling in the present moment
I know this is a wonderful moment"



IS A TRUUUEEE INSPIRATION! He spits that wisdom!! lol. I strive to be even a little bit on his level. He is AMAZING!......

His name is Thich Nhat Hahn

Often referred to as the most beloved Buddhist teacher in the West, Thich Nhat Hanh's teachings and practices appeal to people from various religious, spiritual, and political backgrounds. Nhat Hanh offers a practice of "mindfulness" that is beneficial for people of all faiths, by helping us resist and transform the speed and violence of our modern society. His life and teachings have deeply influenced millions of people, including scores of luminaries in different fields: politician Jerry Brown, civil rights champion Martin Luther King, Jr., eco-activist Joanna Macy, and Catholic mystic Thomas Merton - to name a few.

GOOGLE HIM! I will be posting my favorite excerpts from the books of his that I own so that you can get he just of what he talks about AND benefit from his teachings without spending money on his books....but I would HIGHLY recommend you get yourself copies! :) These are the three that I've read so far...he has a lot more tho!

Breathe YOU!

Someone made this on youtube for the song I made on Garageband! lol....I think its pretty cool :) WHat do you think?!

Monday, May 11, 2009

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Saturday, May 9, 2009


living in the moment... i have no fears...

I'm just happy u were there

and I was here....

You ever feel so ALIVE, 


And so satisfied...

u wanna die?!

Has reality ever out done your dreams?

Has the lite ever shined so brightly, 

u cant see a thing?

everything isnt always...what it seems

and I don't always say...what I mean

:) & :-*

Friday, May 8, 2009

truth is....

I can't sleep because I've finally found my soulmate

I can't imagine have waited any longer to see her  face

and look into my own eyes

and grab my own feet

a tiny version of me!

(now thats got to be tiny!!!)

this isnt really a poem

more like a confession...

"I'm in LOVE with the LOVE that was once inside of me"

And if you think there's anything better than this, 

you've got life completely twisted!

Im no insomniac...I'm a Namiac! 


I can't sleep because I don't wanna miss a beat

 (in plus she's just so SWEET when she sleeps!)

And she looks just like MY MOMMY  when she sleeps :)

Even snores like her too....

So it all comes full circle and puts me at peace

(because I use to love sleeping in the bed with my this is the next best thing :) Or an even better thing because she is ME! AND MY MOMMY!)

I repeat

Im no insomniac...I'm a Namiac! 


ok, finally gonna go to sleep!!

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Who I am....

Who I THINK I am....
And who I WANT to be.....

All look the same to you?
Well, they're all quite different to me.....

Remember THESE?!



I'm just saying....

It is impossible to be fully engaged in the PRESENT moment, when 

you are constantly thinking about the yesterdays and in regret, living in fear, living in 

hope.........when you NEED to be living NOW.... this very second,the 

one you are in........breathe in it, smile at it, and be thankful for's all u have.........

Do not be scared of the unknown

Make friends with it

If you are scared of the unknown

You are scared of life

And if you are scared of life

You aren't truly living


To achieve eternal life, you must live everyday helping others and 

being the best person you can be to those you this 

way, you will affect others lives so tremendously, that even after 

you are gone, they will take you with them,and keep your memory alive 

for the remainder of their lives....and so on,and so forth

10 second poems....

Everything comes,everything goes,

Everything fast...eventually slows

What comes up, it must come down,

And what goes down, comes back around

Nothing is... or ....everything isnt

Love can't be love..... until it is given

There is no stop...... there is no begin

Life just is.....there is no end

"Here to serve and protect"

               -Guardian Girl™

Wednesday, May 6, 2009


Give in,


Let go,

Let in.

Let down...


Fed up,


Give up…

The end.

Monday, May 4, 2009



Sunday, May 3, 2009

Josh Keyes.....Very Cool Artist

I wish I could draw and paint like this!! JEEAAAALOUS! lol.


AMAZING!!! Now THIS  is what I call pure talent and creativity!

Another one...

Why do we question things we'll never know?

And complicate things that are soo simple?

Life is made for living, not figuring out

No one knows the truth, cause they don't consider....IT ALL IS.

So busy trying to prove points.... converting and convincing,

But what needs to be taking place, is more listening

Cuz its ALL connected ...and its ALL legit

If you don't kno that...

you don't kno shit.

One of my favorite songs...

Funny video